(hellooo..??) aaite after im finished wif blogging.. hehehe!
alrite today was a pretty decent day.. nothin much happened.. feelin abit down but managed not to let it consume me.. tinking bout wat im goin thru now, with my b'day tmr..i dun want anything else but things to return back to normal.. i noe some of u guys tink im not being me today at sch, i apologise.. to those who dont, i gez i did a pretty good job not to show it.. coz really, i wuden want to get anyone involve.. its my thing, and i gez its right not to trouble u guys, even if ure not from my class.. to the person who's been givin me advice (u noe who u are) thanks alot.. :) shud giv u more credit soon.. ok la giv u 1 now: ure matureness amazes me.. good enuff? LoL!!!
God forgives us wen we ask for forgiveness.. once in a while i do get upset, but i forgive others regardless of how bad the situations are, but some seemed not want to forgive me, not even a chance.. gez im always at the losing end huh..
aft a call ive made, i realised tat theres nothing much i can do... although it crashes inside me..wat can i do..? i cant do anything. every night i hope our frenship will not drift apart.. im jus relying on hope now.. Yup.. on hope only...
its in my mind everytime i ride to sch and back... a stupid trailer nearly hit me at the side, or isit my fault for not being careful or attentive enuff? F*** wth...
alrite i shall wrap it up now.. gotta clean the dishes in the kitchen, parents not at home tis whole week.. hahaha..(yeah my b'day is tmr and they're not in s'pore, great.) freedom? yeah man!! but havin to eat instant noodles everytime, makes me miss my mum more.. haha! and the hse is getting quite out of hand..hmmm.. tmr perhaps i shall vacuum the hse.. riiiitee
ok so.. lastly i jus wana say this, for my b'day, gifts are not important, friends are..(and family too okay..) hehehe!
till another time~ ::flying kisses and dishes, axion lemon rules!!::
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